Hailey Bieber has bravely spoken about previously having thoughts of suicidal ideation after being trolled following her marriage to Justin Bieber in 2018.
In a candid conversation with Call Her Daddy podcast host Alex Cooper, the 25-year-old model explained that during the lowest time of her life, she began questioning her worthiness.
Replying to Call Her Daddy host Alex Cooper about her' worst times', the Rhode Skin founder said: "When things get really dark, and you start having thoughts of it not being worth it anymore or not wanting to be here anymore, which I have had before in the past."
“He's the first person I ever had real feelings for.”
Adding that it was "important" to have a "support system" in such times, Hailey, who recently celebrated four years of marriage with Justin, added: "Sometimes I don't think we can comprehend [those thoughts] on our own because then you just throw yourself back into like, a vicious cycle.
"I do think sometimes you need to express it, and you need to go to someone who is going to feel safe for you and support you in those thoughts, not make you feel like you're crazy or that you're wrong for feeling dark and deep and heavy. There's also like this kind of weird, twisted thing where I'm like, 'I don't get to feel like that because I have an amazing life and I'm so blessed, and I'm so fortunate."
Hailey also spoke about the voice in her head telling her to "get over herself". She said: "The dialogue in my head says 'get the f**k over it like 'you don't get to feel that way because there are people in this world that are really struggling, and you're not'. That's sometimes how I feel like I talk to myself, I'm just like, 'get over it, you're fine, that kind of thing, and I've had to really try to be more gentle with myself.
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"I hate crying in front of people. I don't do it, it feels so awkward and cringe to me to cry in front of people, and it's always been such an uncomfortable thing for me. I'm 100 per cent sure that I will be forever working on that."
To work through her issues, Hailey Bieber returned to therapy at the end of the last year for an "intensive" programme with doctors.
"In December going into the new year, I went to this place that was a like therapy intensive. I was there for seven days, no phone, literally therapy like hours and hours a day."
Elsewhere in the interview, Hailey also addressed the claims of breaking up the romance between Justin and his ex Selena Gomez, stating that she was "raised better" than stealing someone else's man.
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